Tuesday, September 16, 2008

2day n ytd ii am a very weird person, ii am totally 2 person lorhx.Ytd after the dance, me, my mummy(wangyu) n my sister(peiyi), we went to eat dessert.When we r eating, we were laughing then suddenly ii saw a helicopter fly past, ii look at it n started emoing.Then 2day, ii emo for dunno how long then ii suddenly cry feeling like no one cares bout me anymore.It like everyone is on HER side.When ii am with HER, everyone talk to me then when ii am seperated from HER, everyone start ignoring me ii am so sad.Even mummy also ignores me.When ii chat with her ii feel like ii am chatting to the wall coz ii talk to her she juz talk to her friends n nv talk to me.II am a person who change very quickly.At 1 moment ii laugh n joke, then at another moment ii sarted emoing.2day is the worst emoing day of my life coz today is the only day ii started crying when ii am emoing.Now that we r going seperate way, ii feel like an emo kid who hav been thrown to 1 corner.Haiz...the emoing life for me has started again.II don wanna lead an emoing life plss kill me straight away.Having to lead an emoing life is vry sad for me as ii will cry alot n ii may slash myself coz now that everyone is ignoring then ii cannot talk to anyone.II really don wanna lead this kind of life.It is vry hard to live a life without anyone to talk to n bottling up yur own thing n start self harm.II am sry to who ever ii have upset.Really, really sry.If ii can amend my mistakes ii swear to ue all that ii will not make the same mistakes again.II will try not to emo so much as it will lead to self harm n thus making many ppl upset.Those who ii hav upset, plss forgive me. :'(

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